LOVE has come for you.

Saturday, September 1, 2012


"I miss Nikita."
"I was missing them tonight, too."
"I miss them EVERYday."
Me, too, Presh.

it's funny how we can have such affection for ----wait. not funny at all. wonderful.  it's wonderful how we can have such affection for our people. our friend people.


i was thinking again tonight of our trip to michigan and not about how very stressed out i was, but about how i was still so happy to be there.  and it takes me some time, because my friends are gentle while i am fragile, but i have been hearing some of the things they were telling me then, understanding them now.

that first night, i told nancy and deanna that being with them feels like coming home.  maybe i've been in my head a lot lately.  my heart has been beating strong against the 'not good enoughs' in my mind.  relationships have been sticky for me this summer.  probably from the heat.  i love my friends no matter what and especially because they can love me. me.


Anonymous said...

We miss you too Suvi EVERYDAY:). I've been thinking about our talks. I miss them.....and you. Nan

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Anonymous said...

You, that's exactly right. You're like coming home for others too. I hope you 're not being hard on yourself. You're my people. -jr

Anonymous said...

There are peeps hanging around home here that would listen if you've a mind to talk....jest sayin'
~ann b.